I love you God

Take a moment right now and look out the window.
What do you see? Is it beautiful? Is it ugly?
Is it heaven or is it hell?
As a person who has gone through many bouts of depression I can tell you that if it is heaven it is you that is choosing it.
If it is hell it is also your choice.
For me it was impossible to see heaven when in the depths of depression.
I just could not see the doorway out.
I overcame it again.
How? I took action. I became involved in life.
The action I took was to get involved with projects that I love.
I am a graphic artist/printer.
I found that by helping others achieve their desires I came out of my self pity.
I was working on a project that required me to create posters, banners and backstage passes.
The key word here, CREATE. I was dealing with a woman that did not know what she wanted so it was challenging at best to create her materials. But as her changes after changes came in I smiled and said that this is what my life is about. I have always loved art as a child and I am an artist professionally today. A dream come true. I have sat in my office day after day bitching and complaining about my "JOB" when the whole time it is what I have chosen to do/be. I snapped out of it one day when working on posters for a company called Saphora. I suddenly forgot the client breathing down my neck and all the rush rush rush and realized how lucky I was to be working on these posters with knockout models on them. Heaven or hell, my choice.
So I say once again, Thank you God.